Wednesday, 23 April 2008
22nd april 2008 Arhh ! 2dae is so embarassing ! in dhe beginning ... iie hv wrote a poster , on it iie wrote abt miie blog name , miie name , japanese n thai language n a letter fer someone ... den iie decorate it using colourful pen ... aft tt , iie pass it 2 jx , miie meiiz , iie wana ask her whether it is nice . den she took it 2 read , n dhe noise lvl in miie class was so high , iie duno whether she hv heard wd iie sae , iie jus dun care ... iie went out 2 chat wit miie sch mate ... den jx sudenli rush out n cor "someone" n she wanted 2 pass dhe paper 2 hyme . at tt moment b4 he wana took it , iie rush out n was appalled tt he took it ... den iie snatch dhe paper n accidentali scream ... iie noe tt dhe sound was annoying bt iie was nt purposeli ... back 2 dhe class iie ticked jx off , iie noe tt iie suldnt do tt . iie tink iie was abit oppressive n iie felt so sry ... frm tt moment , iie tink he wuld b even mor detest abt mii ... iie was so tedious wen iie come 2 tink abt tis ... as 4 dhe paper , iie hv crumpled it , at 1st iie wana shred n toss it bt iie did nt ...iie tink dhe hatred btw mii n hyme hv elevated ...tis thing hv made mii devastated all dhe tyme ... haiix ...
21st april 2008
dear dairy ,
iie hopex tt iie wun fell in luv wit tt tk , orelse iie wil b in dhe hell nw ! n somor he is miie 1 yr + crush best frenz ... tis yr march havin rejected by hyme ... iie tink is reject barhhz ... as he doesnt even sae aniting jus some rude words ... iie hv swear 2 luv hyme 4eva so iie cant fell in luv wit tt tk ...
dear dairy ,
iie hopex tt iie wun fell in luv wit tt tk , orelse iie wil b in dhe hell nw ! n somor he is miie 1 yr + crush best frenz ... tis yr march havin rejected by hyme ... iie tink is reject barhhz ... as he doesnt even sae aniting jus some rude words ... iie hv swear 2 luv hyme 4eva so iie cant fell in luv wit tt tk ...
19th april 2008
dear dairy ,
whyiies do iie hv tis kind of family ?! it leads mii 2 hate dem so much ! if dey wan mii 2 hate dem , dey cn sae so ! nt toturing n abandoning mii ! it makes mii look so pitiful n loneli ! whyiies do iie hv 2 stae here ?! wen iie was nt born miie mum wan 2 abort mii , she took mor den tons of aborting medicine bt in dhe end , iie was stil born ! whyiies ?! wd does god wan from mii ?! he suld grant miie mum wish ! tt all ! he does nt even nid 2 worri or concern abt it doesnt it ?! he is a god ! tis task is so simple 4 hyme ! whyiies does he wan 2 do tis 2 mii ?! iie reali hate hyme so much as he makes miie life so dark , scary n pitiful !
dear dairy ,
whyiies do iie hv tis kind of family ?! it leads mii 2 hate dem so much ! if dey wan mii 2 hate dem , dey cn sae so ! nt toturing n abandoning mii ! it makes mii look so pitiful n loneli ! whyiies do iie hv 2 stae here ?! wen iie was nt born miie mum wan 2 abort mii , she took mor den tons of aborting medicine bt in dhe end , iie was stil born ! whyiies ?! wd does god wan from mii ?! he suld grant miie mum wish ! tt all ! he does nt even nid 2 worri or concern abt it doesnt it ?! he is a god ! tis task is so simple 4 hyme ! whyiies does he wan 2 do tis 2 mii ?! iie reali hate hyme so much as he makes miie life so dark , scary n pitiful !
Sunday, 20 April 2008
haiix ... siianz ... 2dae iie nid 2 chiong miie hmwks ... so mani hmwks 2 do siiaz ... so sad ... by dhe wae ... 2dae iie hv drawn 2 drawings ... 1 is sunflower other is a colourful flowers ... wen iie let miie mum n aunt c dey tink is iie print out 1 ... in miie heart ... iie was tinkin is miie drawings has improve or wd ... is miie drawings like dhe beautiful flowers on dhe net tt we found ? ohh ... nvm ...how iie hope tt tml is a nice dae 4 mii ... hope tt everi1 else hope tt too ... orelse iie gona hv a bad mood again 4 tml ... hope tt everione hv a nice dae tml !!!
Saturday, 19 April 2008
18th april 2008dear dairy ,
ytd dhe performance was great bt iie was nt reali hapi abt it as in some part iie hv make mistake ... sob ... ='( haiix ... ytd was so tiring ... iie was back hm at abt 10.30pm ... ytd was so mani ppl ... bt miie class pupils was so less as none of dem reali wan 2 cm as dey feel tt it was no use n it wil b borin ... actuali nt .. it was quite fun bt 4 us .... dancer ... onli cn stae in dhe dance studio as our clothes on mak up wil b disgustin if we went out der n let others c ... dhe mak up was so red ... wen we look ourself in dhe mirrors ... we tot tt we saw ghost ... we try 2 erase some so tt it wun b so red bt cant as tcher sae if we do tt tis whole month she wil mak us put on our mak up in sch .... so iie tink wew beter nt it wuld b disgrace ...
Friday, 18 April 2008
18th april 2008 dear dairy ,
nw dhe tyme is 1+ pm iie at hm as ltr iie was goin bac 2 sch again ... as 2dae is speechdae ... iie hv 2 go hm at 9pm again ... haiix ... so siianz ... 2dae iie hv science n eng class test ... science is just retest 4 dhe whole class so quite easy bt eng was difficult ... n iie hope 2nitez iie wont cry .... iie hv borrow dhe harry potter n dhe deathli hallows last wk n iie haven even read it ... cos recentli is so bz ... iie hope tt bk is nice orelse iie wil throw it to 1 side ... as iie onli read bks tt iie was interested n iie feel tt it was nice 2 read ... heez ... =) iie tink iie better go nw orelse gona b lt ... let c wd wil hapen 2nitez ... den iie wil wrote it here wen iie was free ...
14th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dea is a brand new dae ... wd do euu tink ? do iie hv a nice dae 2dae ? iie culd sae nopex ... as 2dae iie hv cca ... n we r goin 2 try dhe costume 4 speech dae wich is on 18th april ... dhe tickets was v expensive ... 1 ticket cost $50 ... wen iie hv put on dhe costume .. everibodi laugh at mii euu wana noe whyiies ? cos iie m 2 fat ... hahaz ... no larhhz ... actuali is dhe costume is too tight ... it was a tight costume n somor is white colour ... haiix ... iie hv cried 2dae cos some of dhe pupils laugh at mii ... 4 truth ... miie cca is chinese dance .. n iie m a chinese dancer ... last yr sec 1 in dhe 1st dae of sch iie been wanting 2 join malay dance as it was miie culture as iie m frm indonesia ... iie lyk dancing ... singing ... play instrument ...
15th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae iie ndo not nid 2 go 4 cca as our instructor sae tt we dance quite well n we hv 2 c 4 tml wed rehearsal if nt gd she gona shout at us .. iie hope everi1 doesnt lyk tt rite ? 2dae iie hv cried again ... haiix ... bcos of class matter ... iie reali reali hate tt .. bt no choice dey r miie classmate ... dere is nth iie cn reali do bout it ... miie class mate stil sae tt iie fake cry ... is true tt iie cry lorhhz ... dey doesnt even noe how iie feel n wd was iie tinkin ...
16th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae iie was so tired ... iie hv speech dae rehearsal ... n it was gona 2 rehearse till 9pm ... n iie recentli does nt enough slp as iie was quite bz ... 2dae our instructor shout at us ... haiix ... as we does nt use all of our best 2 dance it ... bt most lykli is dhe sec1 ... n dey r jus sec 1 iie tink dere is no nid 2 rush .. dey dance ouk is ouk dde liiaoz ... by dhe wae ... abt 8pm iie cried cos of some 'baka' ppl mak mii cries .... haiix ... do euu tink iie was wastin miie tears again ?! neih mind let drop tis topic ... let continue abt dhe speechdae ... iie cn tel euu tt all other performances r extremeli gd n were doin dier best ...
17th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae was so cool ! iie finalli get dhe chance 2 get hm earlier .. 2dae iie accompany miie bro 2 play dhe angels online iie dun reali quite sure abt wd games is tt ... 2dae zr is at miie hse 2 ... b4 tt , ar , desmond , xp , brenda n mii was at kfc ... iie treat zr n desmond ... as dey sae dey doesnt hv money left ... haiix ... iie hv bankrupt as iie was usin miie own money n mother hv stop gvin mii pocket money since mondae .... so tooo bad 4 mii ... hahaz ...
dear dairy ,
2dea is a brand new dae ... wd do euu tink ? do iie hv a nice dae 2dae ? iie culd sae nopex ... as 2dae iie hv cca ... n we r goin 2 try dhe costume 4 speech dae wich is on 18th april ... dhe tickets was v expensive ... 1 ticket cost $50 ... wen iie hv put on dhe costume .. everibodi laugh at mii euu wana noe whyiies ? cos iie m 2 fat ... hahaz ... no larhhz ... actuali is dhe costume is too tight ... it was a tight costume n somor is white colour ... haiix ... iie hv cried 2dae cos some of dhe pupils laugh at mii ... 4 truth ... miie cca is chinese dance .. n iie m a chinese dancer ... last yr sec 1 in dhe 1st dae of sch iie been wanting 2 join malay dance as it was miie culture as iie m frm indonesia ... iie lyk dancing ... singing ... play instrument ...
15th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae iie ndo not nid 2 go 4 cca as our instructor sae tt we dance quite well n we hv 2 c 4 tml wed rehearsal if nt gd she gona shout at us .. iie hope everi1 doesnt lyk tt rite ? 2dae iie hv cried again ... haiix ... bcos of class matter ... iie reali reali hate tt .. bt no choice dey r miie classmate ... dere is nth iie cn reali do bout it ... miie class mate stil sae tt iie fake cry ... is true tt iie cry lorhhz ... dey doesnt even noe how iie feel n wd was iie tinkin ...
16th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae iie was so tired ... iie hv speech dae rehearsal ... n it was gona 2 rehearse till 9pm ... n iie recentli does nt enough slp as iie was quite bz ... 2dae our instructor shout at us ... haiix ... as we does nt use all of our best 2 dance it ... bt most lykli is dhe sec1 ... n dey r jus sec 1 iie tink dere is no nid 2 rush .. dey dance ouk is ouk dde liiaoz ... by dhe wae ... abt 8pm iie cried cos of some 'baka' ppl mak mii cries .... haiix ... do euu tink iie was wastin miie tears again ?! neih mind let drop tis topic ... let continue abt dhe speechdae ... iie cn tel euu tt all other performances r extremeli gd n were doin dier best ...
17th april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae was so cool ! iie finalli get dhe chance 2 get hm earlier .. 2dae iie accompany miie bro 2 play dhe angels online iie dun reali quite sure abt wd games is tt ... 2dae zr is at miie hse 2 ... b4 tt , ar , desmond , xp , brenda n mii was at kfc ... iie treat zr n desmond ... as dey sae dey doesnt hv money left ... haiix ... iie hv bankrupt as iie was usin miie own money n mother hv stop gvin mii pocket money since mondae .... so tooo bad 4 mii ... hahaz ...
11st april 2008
dear dairy ,
2dae ... iie hv quarrel wit miie mother , n she sae iie dun even nid 2 cor her 'mother' anymore as she doesnt hv mii ... tis daughter n she sae she wil stop gvin mii pocket money .... iie was jus lyk ignore her as she alwaes lyk tis ... if she hv a gd mood she wil gv mii if she hv a bad mood she wont ... n iie hate mii step bro , sis n father ...
dey sux lyk hell .... dey hv ruin all miie life n future ... nw der is no wae 2 turn ... bcos of dem miie result was so bad as miie mum alwaes tel mii 2 teach dem so dey cn get gd result iie told her tt iie nid 2 study 2 she sae tt it was neih mind ... bt aft iie take miie result back she start scoldin n beatin mii iie hate dem dhe ong family !!!
2dae was quite stress as quite mani hmwk nid mii 2 done ... miie mye cmin lez ... yeahz ! heez . =) hope 2 get a v gd result tis yr hahaz . hope all dose unhapi tings iie wil 4get all abt it ...
dear dairy ,
2dae ... iie hv quarrel wit miie mother , n she sae iie dun even nid 2 cor her 'mother' anymore as she doesnt hv mii ... tis daughter n she sae she wil stop gvin mii pocket money .... iie was jus lyk ignore her as she alwaes lyk tis ... if she hv a gd mood she wil gv mii if she hv a bad mood she wont ... n iie hate mii step bro , sis n father ...
dey sux lyk hell .... dey hv ruin all miie life n future ... nw der is no wae 2 turn ... bcos of dem miie result was so bad as miie mum alwaes tel mii 2 teach dem so dey cn get gd result iie told her tt iie nid 2 study 2 she sae tt it was neih mind ... bt aft iie take miie result back she start scoldin n beatin mii iie hate dem dhe ong family !!!
2dae was quite stress as quite mani hmwk nid mii 2 done ... miie mye cmin lez ... yeahz ! heez . =) hope 2 get a v gd result tis yr hahaz . hope all dose unhapi tings iie wil 4get all abt it ...
Thursday, 17 April 2008
10th aprildear dairy,
miie birthdae , 2dae is miie shuai dae , iie hate it man ! is lyk miie unlucky dae nt miie birthdae lorhhz ! miie classmate r all bastards ! n tt ts is lyk ... arghh! neih mind . by dhe wae miie best frenz gv mii full support n miie gans family !!! love dem 4 eva !
2dae iie hv i n e workshop , iie draw dhe design of dhe clothes out . n let ezebella b dhe model n we r hvin competition wit other classes worr ! heez . =()
2dae iie extremely fared up lorhhz ... miie class mate kip disturbin mii . n somor dhe worst is iie cried out .
jus waste miie tears niiaz iie was cnt tak it liiaoz den cry out dde lorhhz ... haiix ... dhe past has went by ... by dhe wae iie hate backstapper dey r sux ! iie lyk ppl tt if dey dislyk mii or wd iie do wrn jus tel mii dun sae behind mii lyk a COWARD !!!
by dhe wae tis few dae is so stress no tyme 4 comp so mani hmwk ! miie mye is comin hahaz . =) wish tt iie culd pass it n miie eoy exam iie wana transfer 2 shuqun secondary sch so wun stae in dis stupid sch tt gv mi so muc worst memories !